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April 29th, 2004

11:51 am - Future or no future Well like a month ago I had to take this test that basically told me if I was going to have a future or not...I have been waiting for a month for my test results and I got them yesterday...And I PASSED!!! I am very happy...I also get a reward from a good friend... :D Love,Mandie Current Mood: satisfied Current Music: Mad world

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March 30th, 2004

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February 23rd, 2004

12:00 pm Love is the very blood that runs through my veins, the air that I breathe. Love is the lifeblood of our universe & our souls. It is the reason why we are who we are, & the reason why we are here. Love is a giver, a healer, a receiver, a believer.  Love is a changer, a transformer of lives, a grower, a knower. Love is life, love is change, love is light. Love is true, love is me, love is you.  Love is forgiveness,  love is understanding, love is acceptance, love is reflection, love is perfection. Love is empathy, love is devotion, love is compassion, love is passion. Love is courage, love is unconditional, love is friendship & vibration. Love is a path that we fly together into the light. Love is a hand that guides, a fear that dies, a soul that flies, it flows like the tides. Love is a touch, love is a look, love is a soft, sweet word, love is a feeling that fills your soul & sends your heart reeling. Love doesn't judge or hold a grudge, but is nurtured over time, we can feel love grow as the seed we sow becomes our loving shrine.         Love is the most powerful force in the universe friends. More powerful than every sun & every black hole put together. For with love, we can change the world, the universe. With love we can liberate humanity from the shackles that bind us. We can, with love, take away the pain of the world, & take ourselves charging into the fifth dimension united as one. One love. So my beautiful friends, love yourself, love your neighbor, love the sky that is over your head, the ground that is beneath your feet. Love the very energy that is you & the universe of which you are you are such a fundamental part. Love with all your heart & soul & you will be greatly rewarded in ways that I cannot even begin to describe. The great and Mighty, Mandie Current Mood: peaceful Current Music: Pumpkins'

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February 21st, 2004

10:40 am - took the test rachel posted What's Your Outlook on Life? brought to you by Quizilla

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February 20th, 2004

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January 25th, 2004

01:48 pm - Hi Yeah so reva can drive now...So, I am hanging out with her at the moment...we hung out with raymond yesterday...we went to the mall and ran into kristen and that girl...and then we went to a craft store..Reva and I wanted to get some good deals on five finger discounts but raymond went on strike about the whole idea...so that was canceled..:) oh oh oh and we took raymond out for french toast... :) me and chris have not hung out in a long time...I guess its cause all my friends are starting to drive and since i am SOOOOO cool they all want to hang out... :) maybe tonight I will spend some "cuddle" time with Critter... Yeah..well...I am gonna go help reva beva cook some food...(taco chicken thingys).. Good day, Mandie Current Mood: blah Current Music: Sink water...:)

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November 18th, 2003

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November 16th, 2003

09:23 pm - Since Mandie is Anti-journal Today I didn't call Reva, cause my step-dad probably never told me she called, infact she called 4 times, but someone only picked up once. So since I didn't spend any time this weekend with Reva, I'm going to spend tomorrow with her, and be cool. Cause I miss her soooo much. We were once connect at the breast now, but alas, we have no classes together.So we spend no time together. BUT I am going to work on the school play set again this year with her, and we are going to have fun backstage with Sam and Jessie. Ok I am DONE DONE DONE... CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME (when I'm online cause I'm in tampa) Current Mood: sad

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November 10th, 2003

06:54 pm - hehehehe yeah so only "friends" can post on my journal now...Just to save me the trouble of figuring out who dislikes me and my friends enough to dedicate his/her life to attempting to "hurt our feelings"...so try to post everyone..and if i forgot to add you to my list let me know by email.. blackcandlewax187@yahoo.com... Hope you have fun tonight reva at the concert..yes the concert where the BAND IS PLAYIN...lol..have fun chick and let me know how it is Current Mood: happy

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November 8th, 2003

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November 6th, 2003

06:21 pm - Updates yeah so Halloween sucked ( i was santa's helper **) I was forced to hang out with some girls who enjoyed killing the O Zone Layer with much more hairspray in their hair then needed...(tip tp remember...Never hang out with them again) Plus they were boy crazy...I dont get it :( So APC is tommorrow and I am more excited then EVER...and to make it better sat. I get to go shooting with my grandpa, sister, and her boyfriend... Sorry I blocked Ann. posting but People's bullshit was pissing me off a little to much...:) waiting for a Special someone to get online...but i dont think they are gettin on anytime soon...sooooo that sucks WHAT else what else OH OH OH luna is going to have beautiful rat babies...And i get first pick of a boy... I am planning out my bike trip this summer...I am thinking about going up the east coast and visiting some of these places that Mr Shmitz is telling me about...I want to go to CA but dad says its a libral state...So that means NO...( i dont get it though...isnt he a libral) yeah but anyways... I have to get off and clean my room...because i was suppose to be doing that an hour ago but ya know how things like that slip your mind... Love ya guys, Mandie (except for those few ann poster people...which deserve only a FUCK YOU and a slight Nipple ripping off action) Current Mood: lazy Current Music: Mushroom head i think (some CD a kid gave me today)

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October 25th, 2003

09:12 pm - hmmmm yeah so I am having AN ALONE DAY TODAY...Chris is fishing..HOW CUTE...i guess me, jenna, and nichole are trying to work things out...how its going so far? I DONT REALLY KNOW...I am actually really tired of HIGH SCHOOL BULL SHIT...for now on, I am just going to stay out of everything...A friend once told me about how they wanted to just go in a coma and come back not remembering anyone...I really didnt understand, But its funny cause now I kinda do...Dont get me wrong I do have friends that I would never WANNA get rid off or loose but its really not about people...its more about how I am diffrent then most people (reva I know you understand what I am talking about lol) That does get in the way...Maybe I am not a normal Teenage girl, Ahh FUCK IT who cares anyways..I AM WEIRD.AND PROUD OF IT...lol... at least my friends Are WEIRD too...lol... yeah so I am counting the days till APC...ME, REVA, FUN FUN FUN...AND TO MAKE IT BETTER...A night with raymond...weeee...we are going to paint his nails and do his hair...lol..that will be fun fun fun...when i told my mom about me staying the night at raymonds place she said no because hes a guy...BUT I WORKED my magic..(lets keep the "HOW I DID IT" information privite) I had a lot of fun this weekend so far..I really missed hanging out with everyone.. :( SO the 31st is comming up soon...I dont know what to dress up like...maybe something simple like a women vampire...Well and because I have been that for the past 3 years...but ITS THE ONLY THING I HAVE :( Meeting new people is great...lol OH OH OH I have to tell EVERYONE THIS...IT WAS SO FREKIN FUNNY so friday morning I came in to the hallway and saw reva and Vin...I sat down like always and seen that reva's hair was just, ummm, All sticking up and just everywhere, but kinda up to one side..(yeah reva must have slept on her right side that night..) I asked her "reva do you even brush your hair in the morning..." and she said "no, why should I if i dont need to..I mean can you TELL" I was going to be honest and say WELL ACTUALLY YEAH I KINDA CAN...but i decided not to just because it was funny...:) so I said "no, cough cough not at all" chuckle...LMAO sorry reva...I will tell you next time...lol Love ya guys, Mandie Current Mood: blank

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October 21st, 2003

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October 17th, 2003

06:03 pm - Thursday night friday morning Well Jenna came over to meet nate...IT went well... :) Chris is over today hanging out too...we are all havin a dandy mandie ol' time.. the original plan 1. jenna comes over and we watch movies untill 10:00 2. 10 rolls around and me her and chris meet up with nate and go buy beer and mikes hard lem. 3. play shot glass cheakers and get wasted 4. Enjoy being wasted...sit around watch family guy...talk...shit like that 5. Me and chris come home and Jenna stays the night with nate Plan that happened instead 1. Chris come over being all sick and then jenna showed up 2. ten rolled around and nate came over... 3. told mom I was going to stay out late...She bitched..said "grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrraaaaaa be home at 12:00 no later or you shall die" (something like that and then in my mind she was poke in the eye with a giant Fork shaped object) 4.so we left and went to buy some beer and mikes hard lem. 5. went back to nates and drink 1..not 6 not 7 just 1 also left to let them talk alone...and me and chris played on the top of his swing set (played..yeah you know) 6. Chris was still sick and didnt feel well.. 7. me and jenna left at 12:00 went home..pretend to sleep 8: we snuck out to go back to nates 9. went back there, and chris wanted to go to bed 10. walked home with chris and watched him sleep 11. woke up every 10 mins to take his temp SOME NIGHT well it was good anyways...Nate and Jenna are SOOOO CUTE NO TITLES DONT FORGET anyways. yeah so jenna is getting ready to go home..so...I will post more later.. Love ya all Hugs and kisses xoxoxoxooxox <mandie Current Mood: blah Current Music: jenna talkin to her dad about how to get to my getto house

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October 16th, 2003

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October 14th, 2003

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04:55 pm - post back and tell me your answers...I WANNA KNOW...lol Five small questions...If you read my journal...PLEASE respond..I am interested in knowing...lol 1.One thing you would change about high school? 2.What do you hope your life will be like in 15 years? 3.If you could change one thing about yourself what would it be? 4. One thing you would tell a Certain somebody that might hurt their feelings...(dont mention who)? 5. Who is on your mind right at this moment? MY ANSWERS 1. Like everyone elses answers will most likely be..I would change the fact that people are categorized (freaks, preps, Dorks So on) Its really annoying to those few that just dont seem to fit in with any catagorys...because then people assume where we belong.. 2.15 years huh...I see myself...comming home from a long hard day of dealing with problems (AKA counseling work of some sort) and opening my studio door and falling right on my unsheeted bed (if thats a word) No kids, Maybe a boyfriend...Maybe even the one I am with...BUT NO KIDS...I would have many pets from dogs and turtles to rats and ferrets...Weee sounds good 3. If i could change one thing about myself it would have to be the way I judge people to quickly...I think its because i have been judged so quickly my whole life...it just comes naturally..but really...I think if I got to know people that i judged to be a bad person, or a whore, or even a Werid O, that I might find some interesting things about them..maybe even become friends... 4. " I really wish you understood me better...when i cry its no big deal to you...it seems to me you think its all drama that I create in my head...when really I am hurt...You dont say it, but i can feel it, you think i am a whore..i dont know why...I have done nothing to deserve that title from the one person I love. everything concerning me seems to be a hassle with you...I wish you knew how bad that hurt..." 5. well besides the person that last ? was meant for...the person on my mind is Reva...I have not been able to talk to her since she arrived in PA..so I am sitting around wondering if shes having fun...and if shes thinkin about all of us in FL that miss her..lol.. Well thats it.. Peace Current Mood: creative Current Music: Metallica (black)

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